Lately I feel barbaric!

I want to go live in the woods. I want to hunt. I want to fish. I want to live off the land! I want to cook my hunted meals over a fire. I want to explore the outdoors. I don’t want a life of luxury. I want to struggle with nature. I want to earn something.

I can’t explain it. I guess its because its summer and I want to camp away from civilization. I love the outdoors. The bonfires, camping, boating, fishing. Being away from computers and TV. Only having what you take with you. None of this going to wal mart when you need something. If you forget your flashlight, too bad. You make a torch!

I wish we lived in the days of entincts. Doing what we knew was right, even if no one taught us. Just knowing that it felt right.

I can’t explain it.

I have a Mary Sue. Its sad. I know.

I can’t explain it.