Posted by erikatobin123 in August 19, 2009
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I feel Blah.
I’ve been camping a couple times! It was very fun! Once with Morgan, Nick Danny and Cameron and another time with just Cameron and I. That was probably the best time. I love Camping. I love cooking over a fire. I love sleeping outside. I love getting out of the city and seeing all the stars. I love Cameron.
Food tastes better when you work hard to make it.
I hide. I’m hiding. Don’t find me. Its embarrassing.
Today I went to Camerons, we watched James and the Giant Peach, then we went to my house. I feel like such an awful girlfriend some times. I like watching documentaries and stuff, I’m sure he does too, but not all the time. I make him watch the worst stuff. I’m so boring. He probably hates the idea of coming over.
Goddamn I feel very insecure today. I’m probably just pmsing or some stupid girl shit like that.
Do guys feel 100% all the time? People always blame girls being ridiculous on some female problem. Guys don’t have pms, or anything like that. What do we blame their moods on?
I;m rambling. I want to go to brat camp. It looks fun.
Posted by erikatobin123 in July 13, 2009
Scattered amongst the mess of my room right now is 3 “Walking Dead” comics I cannot find! I don’t know where I put them. I thought for sure I put it with the magazines on my book shelf but nope. They’re gone.
Also in the mess is, nail polish, the latest addition of ‘Cosmopolitan’ Magazine, numerous amounts of odd socks, my camera and equiptment, old baby pictures, a cell phone that keeps buzzing, nail clippers, a safe, and old telephone and my disorganized collection of books. Well, among other things.
Today I had the worst day at work. My boss was being a total jerk and wouldn’t stop talking. he just talks and talks and talks. Hes all about efficincy, but he won’t stop talking. But then, when I got off, my mom, my sister and I had a picnic. It was fun! We ran around, rolled down a hill, and ate yummy food. It was nice to blow off some steam.
Then we picked up cameron and went for ice cream at moo moo’s!! Cameron always makes me feel better. We sat around and watched intervention. I love that show.
My head feels so jumbled with art, and words and love and creativness. I want to hug the world. I would love to wake up tomorrow and go to Europe, but I`m hiking with Cam! Not as glamorous, but still amazingly fun!
The fifth Walking Dead comic is terrifying!
Posted by erikatobin123 in July 5, 2009
Life is fantastic, I won’t lie, but its so boring! I feel like I do the same this all the time. I need an adventure. All I do is work or hang with Cameron.
I love hanging with Cameron, don’t get me wrong, but I want to go somewhere other than St. John’s.
Whatever. I have work today and tomorrow. I don’t know what I’ll do when I get a full time job. I hate working! I want to travel and explore. Rah rah rah. Blah blah blah. I always write about the same things. Me=broken record.
I think I’ll start writing some stories soon. Or atleast finish the ones I’ve started. I procrastinate.
Posted by erikatobin123 in July 4, 2009
So I haven’t really posted since school has ended. I’ve been on a tear!!!
I’ve gotten a few pay checks. Sweet moola. I’ve been hanging with Cameron mostly, but I’v ealso seen Danny and Mike! We had a delightful bonfire.
I basically got 5 days off work for my birthday. We might go stay at a cabin or something. Yay! And then, a big bon fire when I get back!! And mama will be out of town, so I’ll be illegally drinking.
Me and Cameron had our 6 month on july 1st
Posted by erikatobin123 in June 24, 2009
I was thinking about it today, and my boyfriend must hate me.
I’m always like, hey Cameron come on over! And I’m sure expects it to be a nice day. Maybe we’ll go out for dinner or see a movie he thinks. But no. When he gets here, I’m still in my pjs, wearing a shirt with a gorey monster on it and my hair is still unstraigtened and damp. And most likely I’m eating ice cream straight from the tub.
I think lately he is discovering I am a slob. Well, hes always known I’m a slob, but hes only now figuring out that I am a straight up 50 year old man who drinks beer and watched jerry springer all day.
Hes on his way over and I’m wearing pj pants with my zombie shirt and my hair is still wet because I just got out of the shower. oh dear.
I need some ice cream.
Posted by erikatobin123 in June 18, 2009
I’m frustrated!
Raaaagh. I feel defeated. My best friend from America is here for a visit, but I doubt I’ll get to hang with him like old times. His girlfriend lives here too. I’m not a fan. I’ll be civil.
Also I have the flu My throat is dry and sore. my noes is stuffy. Its hard to sleep. Right in the middle of exams. Figures.
I’ll probably just call in sick tomorrow for work. I’m not fit to handle food.
I don’t want to study. I don’t want to write more exams. I just want to watch unsolved mysteries.
I miss Europe.

oh my. too cute.
Posted by erikatobin123 in June 16, 2009
Tomorrow I have a Biology exam. I always think I’ll do well in bio, but Mr. Parsons makes very hard tests. It will be a long one.
Last night I worked. The only people who come to Dairy Queen are, Fat, Children, Fat children, high people and Bulimics. The bulimics are very obvious.
“Can I take your order?”
“Yes. I’d like 2 cheeze burgers, 3 hot fudge sundaes, a brownie batter blizzard (large) 2 baskets of onion rings and a diet pepsi”
“Anything else?”
“Yes. A barf bag please.”
I think we should have rehab pamphlets in the bathrooms.
Last Saturday Cameron and I decided it would be fun to play the dawn of the dead drinking game. It was really fun! www.lazydork.com has a shitload of movie drinking games. They get you pretty tipsy.
Every get a bruise or a cut and have no idea where it came from? There is this bruise on my face, and I have to wonder if I was mugged in my sleep. No idea where I got it.
I have a great reading list put together for this summer. It includes Beowolf, Big Fish, One Flew Over the Cuckcoo’s Nest, Peter Pan and Frankenstien. Coincidentally, These are books I have to read for next year novel cinema class. But I still can’t wait to read them. My sister baught this book called Girls in Trucks. It looks pretty good actually. I try to stay away from books like that. But it looks so cute.
I want to start writing again
Once upon a midnight dreary
Posted by erikatobin123 in June 12, 2009
I studied allllllll day. Cameron came over in the morning and we studied math until 4:30. A good solid 3 hours of doing math later, I went to nans for some dinner.
My family is crazy.
Then Cameron came back over and we studied for another few hours.
My eyes hurt from math.
I also have an english exam tomorrow which I figure, like always, I will bullshit and barely pass.
I like reading, I like writing, but I would rather read and write about things I like.
Then after those 2 lovely exams, I have to work until 1 am. Oh joy.
Posted by erikatobin123 in June 10, 2009
Today Cameron came over to help me study. But instead we watched videos of so called alien abductions.
Were so dorky.
I love him.